dear sisters am sorry i havent been around
there has been a lot going on and my faith in Allah has been tested over the last little while
first was my family mainly my mothers she said she would stop me seeing my nieces if i wear the hajib my mother has custody of my nieces i am very close the them as i help raise them
i wasnt wearing the hajib for a while letting my mother win yet feeling that i was lost with out Allah
for me to keep seeing my nieces i cant wear the hajib in front of my family
that incluses being in public with them
the second test was something that happned to my 14 year old niece
her friends granddad abused her
she was very brave telling the police about what happened
i though why would Allah let this happen to her
but i know it wasn't Allah who did this it was her abuser who hurt her
i know pray to Allah for justice for my niece
that he looks on her and give her streath
am so sorry sisters for my time away i have missed you all so much